Act Five, The Labyrinth.
Qin Mou arrived after finishing her makeup, accompanied only by Li Xin and an assistant
The car door was forcefully pushed open, and a gust of cold wind rushed in. He got out of the car directly, leaving the door open, presenting me with a strong silhouette and the warm glow from the window of a solitary villa not far away.
To be honest, ever since I had a quarrel with Shen Qinjun and recklessly resigned, my inexplicable infatuation with him has diminished significantly—much like the monkey that tries to retrieve chestnuts from the fire, ultimately realizing that the searing skin it sacrificed was exchanged for a few scalding, worthless pebbles. No one would be foolish enough to persist in such a pursuit.
So... it really was a dream
After sitting down, I was truly hungry; a large cup of mocha along with a piece of cake, and as soon as I took my seat, I began to devour it ravenously
As this group concluded, someone immediately wrapped Qin Mou in a blanket and sent her to the car to change clothes and touch up her makeup. I was drenched all over and anxiously walked over to the computer to check the imaging photos
You should not be too particular about the angles when you take the shots later—I am concerned that there might be unexpected issues when Qin Mou is being photographed
Mr. Shen, however, Li Xin seemed not to understand, "An Dao called today and said that the news she released, which could be misunderstood as self-promotion, does not align with the image of the film"
Qin Mou has been busy filming, and naturally did not attend the coordination and preparation meeting the next day. I think Shen Qinjun indeed took action; the so-called casting change controversy has quietly passed without a trace.
"Were you trying so hard while taking photos to blame me for not holding onto you back then?" He repeated it softly, so that I could understand it more clearly. "Bai Xi, now I can hold onto you, you can return to work at Rongwei."
I always feel that there is something strange about this matter, yet I cannot articulate what exactly is odd. My forehead is throbbing, both sore and painful, and I suddenly begin to miss tobacco and the awakening sensation it brings. Without a second thought, I changed my clothes, tucked a wallet into my pocket, avoided the nurse's station, and hurriedly went downstairs
It is like putting a warm face against a cold buttocks, only to end up with a nose full of dust
I often think that there is truly no one in this world who can completely and fully understand another person
The tea had long since gone cold, which was of no consequence—but upon seeing the visitor, I wished I could instantly burrow into a hole in the ground.
The examination result is negative, how do you feel, are you uncomfortable
It is evident that the people around Qin Mou truly care for her. Li Xin tugged at her clothes and affectionately said, "In such cold weather, how can you wear so little?"
Thinking of this, I recalled the dream from last night, which caused me to break out in a cold sweat
I turned my gaze away and said in as calm a voice as possible: "I understand. By the way, I haven't congratulated you on your engagement yet. You finally got what you wished for, and it wasn't in vain after all the previous struggles"
This is fine, after all, I have been paying a little attention to entertainment news these past few days. The so-called "sneak shot incident" has long been clarified. According to official statements, it was a security guard who secretly leaked the photos, and Miss Qin is naturally as innocent as can be.
"Don't say that, Bai Xi. You have been unconscious for two days, and we were all terrified!" A colleague pressed the button by my bedside, "You are pushing yourself too hard; please don't do this again next time"
I stopped in my tracks: "Alright."
I just had another big argument with Shen Qinjun, and it seems I can't just barge in shamelessly—yet sitting here doing nothing feels so cold...
"The purpose of tolerance is not to allow her to act without fear." Shen Qinjun's tone was very calm, yet it left Li Xin with no courage to say another word, and she hurriedly left.
My gaze was fixed on the screen, and suddenly, I found myself unable to utter a single word
In the end, she still hung it around her neck, and the staff supported her all the way until she stood safely on a rock at the edge of a waterfall. I put on a raincoat and stepped into the water without hesitation to begin my work
With the efforts of the agents, assistants, and airport staff clearing the way, Qin Mou took a full hour to finally enter the waiting room. She was seated in first class but deliberately came over to our side to greet the magazine staff before returning to the VIP lounge. A few new editors were visibly excited and praised her endlessly after she left
However, the rope swung back and forth, forcefully slamming me against the stone wall beside me
I realized that I was already awake, yet I was so tired that I could not open my eyes, still maintaining my original position, while the sounds from the outside world continued to intermittently reach me
Li Xin hurried over
Is that true? I have some doubts, after all, seeing is believing in such matters
I have a terrible headache right now, and I am too lazy to make a plan. I randomly selected a ticket to Hangzhou and was about to make the payment when my phone rang. I went to check the caller ID; it wasn't Shen Qinjun— I breathed a sigh of relief. I answered, "Master."
I pressed my lips tightly together and remained silent, occasionally glancing towards the door, holding my breath and focusing, listening to the sounds at the entrance
The driver observed Shen Qinjun's expression in the rearview mirror several times, yet he did not dare to stop.
With cigarettes and a lighter in my pocket, I walked out onto the street, unable to contain my eagerness. I opened the cigarette box, pinched a cigarette between my fingers, and with my other hand pressed down on the lighter's wheel, sliding it forcefully down.
Because he has been waiting for her return
With a soft hiss, the flame leapt up at my fingertips, resembling a delicate flower blooming, imbued with a gentle warmth and heat
The day when Fei Ye Dong arrived was a rare sunny day, and the temperature had risen again, as if spring had truly come
Isn't it? She held the stack of evidence, coldly glaring with her eyes
After the nurse changed my medication, she left. A colleague took a bag and said, "I'll go buy you something to eat. Are you hungry?"
"No, she is discussing the upcoming filming plans with me." I interrupted her, maintaining a calm demeanor, "The entertainment industry is fraught with challenges; having someone to protect you is a fortunate thing."
The nightmare was so real that when I woke up, my body was still trembling
A glimmer of dark light flickered in Shen Qinjun's eyes, like a flash of a blade. I feared he would snatch away my phone as well, speaking rapidly: "I am at Yejiao Village. Shen Qinjun won't let me leave"
a multitude of figures
Are you alright being alone? She hesitated at the door of the ward and turned back.
My colleagues and friends can come to see me, and that is a matter of human sentiment; one day, I will have to repay it. But if I had parents, they would surely rush over anxiously, wouldn't they? In this world, the only ones who can act willfully and demand without feeling guilty are probably parents.
I did not participate in the conversation, but instead focused on browsing Weibo.
I was packing my things to go eat when suddenly someone called out to me: "Miss, could you spare a moment to chat?"
So deep is the affection that one is willing to sacrifice their lifespan for it. As for this sentiment, let us not discuss whether anyone is willing to express it— even if there is, can you truly bear it?
I pushed the door open: "Editor-in-Chief, who has been appointed?"
Tears suddenly stopped, and I remembered that little boy who tried to comfort me, and I blurted out: "Shen Qinjun, I have a grandfather and an older brother"
In the afternoon, I indeed received the package. I signed for it somewhat absentmindedly, without even looking, and stuffed the key into the drawer. In truth, he really did not have to do this. What I wanted was neither fifty thousand yuan nor this valuable single apartment; all I needed was a heartfelt "Happy Birthday" and that would have been enough.
Others can complain to their parents about losing their jobs or changing jobs, but what about me
I stepped out with half a leg without saying a word, perhaps I was so angry that I fainted. When I straightened up, I suddenly felt a bit unsteady—by the time I realized it, my forehead was almost hitting the car door
I flipped through the materials in my hand, which listed several filming locations, ranging from seaside, bamboo forests, to deserts. A dozen editors engaged in heated debates over the theme
Indeed. Deep down, I am not unafraid, but I still defiantly glare back at him, trying to appear more confident, "Don't think about doing anything to me."
"Wait a moment, can you first tell me what I did?" I had to interrupt her
Was it his voice at this moment, or the starlight in those bright, narrow eyes that captivated me? I gently lifted my eyelids, but my heart suddenly skipped a beat, and a "good" was almost about to escape my lips without any hesitation. Suddenly, a noise came from the doorway, and a tall figure stumbled in from the darkness, scanning the room before finally resting his gaze on me. "Bai Xi, are you still not at the hospital?"
Bai Xi
"No, lift your head up!" I shouted hoarsely at Qin Mou, "Don't be so stiff!"
My expression remained unchanged as I took a sip of the hot tea, forcing myself to suppress the slight irritation and said: "Miss Li, you must be very busy handling the news today, right? I apologize for keeping you waiting for so long"
Just as this thought flashed through her mind, Qin Mou suddenly lost her balance and slipped into the water.
Upon reviewing those photos again, I suddenly recalled that on the day of the art exhibition at Mai Zhendong, Qin Mou was wearing this outfit. As for the background of the photos, it also seems somewhat familiar, as if it were in that women's restroom
"I didn't try to keep you when you resigned, are you blaming me for that?" He suddenly spoke up while sitting across from me
I shook my head desperately, aware that I looked like a madman, yet suffering from the lack of evidence, I could only say: "I saw them, they are real!"
"Alright, we are about to administer the anesthesia to you," the doctor said with a smile. Someone placed a large piece of cotton-like material over my mouth and nose, and in just a moment, I began to feel somewhat drowsy.
Of course. Su Wen was slightly taken aback, "Why do you ask this? All the information was sent over when the contract was finalized"
He squinted his eyes, his expression fluctuating between sunny and gloomy, as if he were looking at me, yet seemingly gazing into the distance. The words he uttered sent a chill down my spine
I was forced to meet his icy gaze, his anger had clearly reached the moment of eruption, yet even so, his eyes remained as calm as an ancient pool of water
He raised the corners of his lips, and in his pair of bright black eyes, there was a thick mist that could not be dispelled: "What should I say to you? It's just 50,000 yuan, yet you want me to remedy it with hundreds or thousands of times more. Tsk tsk, what an ambition."
The balance of offense and defense was easily reversed, and I said, "I will come down and take a look."
As I was about to leave with my bag, in that fleeting moment of turning around, he grasped my hand. His fingertips were warm, precisely pressing against my small scar, his tone inexplicably gentle, yet seemingly tinged with a sense of melancholy: "You... Bai Xi, how did you end up like this?"
I did not ask further; I only need to do my part to the best of my ability
When I listened to Qin Mou's gentle words, I suddenly recalled how every time I was with Shen Qinjun, her exclusive ringtone would ring. His originally angry or tense expression would instantly soften, and within three rings, he would answer it—despite the fact that they had already "broken up" and had seemingly fallen into an irretrievable deadlock.
In the following details, Su Wen did not participate in the discussion any further and fully entrusted it to the executive editor. Taking advantage of a brief moment during the break, I pointed to the several alternative names and asked, "Who exactly is it?"
"Bai Xin, why aren't you at the hospital?" Mai Zhendong's voice was filled with dissatisfaction, "Where have you been wandering off to so late?"
He was indeed quick-witted and swift in action, promptly extending his hand to cushion my fall, barely managing to protect my injury, and then he pulled me up, helping me regain my balance
I squinted my eyes, watching the reporters rush forward as the nanny van came to a stop, and suddenly thought of Shen Qinjun, who had been planning for this moment for a long time—now, he truly got what he wished for
I will return to the hotel first and bring you some food shortly
Indeed, after the commotion subsided, the employees continued to come in waves, no longer paying attention to the presence of the boss
Even if I have made up my mind to distance myself from all their affairs, even if I have long hated Shen Qinjun to the point of life and death, even if I know that she is not as pure and flawless as she appears on the surface... At this moment, it seems as if the nerves buried deep beneath layers of thick soil have regained sensation, and I can still perceive a stinging bitterness.
If that were to be said, no one would believe it
"Is it here to wait?" The editor-in-chief glanced at the time and muttered, "They should be here soon."
His every word was clear and deep, yet it took me a long time to fully understand
The editor-in-chief ultimately could not go against me
... By the way, it must be waterproof, and a roll of plastic sheeting should also be prepared... '' Just as I was saying this, someone in the distance called out to me
Have you ever experienced it? I asked softly
I returned to my desk to start working on the report when I suddenly heard a beep from my phone, indicating a new message. Huh? Fifty thousand yuan has been transferred into my account?
It has been such a long time; it is better for her to live alone than for you to torment her
I was momentarily taken aback, and the smile at the corners of my lips faded slightly: "I apologize, it is really difficult to get a taxi after work."
At that moment, my heart truly tightened, the blood flowed backward, causing my lips to tremble, and each word was spoken in a stuttering manner: "I am foolish, that is why I agreed to accompany you to this extent. I have become like this, becoming so fond of you, it is all my own doing!"
Is it that their acting is too good
I instinctively looked up, and following the curtain of water, several fist-sized stones came crashing towards me
I could even hear the sound of the wound behind the gauze tearing open again, a pain that penetrated to the marrow, as if a thin, sharp scalpel had swiftly sliced into the flesh. ... I stumbled and fell, and in that moment, an absurd yet unreal warmth filled my mind ... . ... Perhaps this is for the best, perhaps this way I could see my grandfather and brother more clearly.
The magazine "V" is currently planning a new youth-oriented brand called "Young," with its first issue set to be released in the spring, and the production schedule is extremely tight. Thanks to the recommendation of Mai Zhendong, I have been entrusted with capturing the most significant series of photos for this project. As it is a new magazine, the publishing house is making substantial investments, including traveling to remote locations for shooting; however, the subjects of the photos are still to be determined. It is said that several promising new stars in the industry are competing for this opportunity, but ultimately, it will depend on their respective backgrounds and connections.
Someone turned off the lights in the operating room, and the darkness was like a huge mountain pressing down on me. I thought I was really about to die; I couldn't breathe, and I felt like vomiting
... ...
It is that sum of money ... ... exactly 50,000, transferred into my account, clearly documented in black and white, indicating it is from XX Magazine.
I lowered my head and continued eating the cake as if nothing had happened, mumbling, "Congratulations to them."
If not, then why are there suddenly so many strangers in my dreams—people I have never encountered in my life, yet they feel so familiar...? Like "relatives"?
Indeed, what one thinks about during the day is reflected in their dreams at night
"Aren't you getting out of the car yet?" I didn't expect Shen Qinjun to come out again, quickly walking to the car door, leaning down to look at me. His expression was hard to describe as either solemn or resigned, but his tone had softened somewhat.
"Bai Xi, it's alright, your injury is not serious." He gently placed his hand on my shoulder, softly comforting me, and his tone surprisingly carried a hint of tenderness, "Don't cry anymore."
I do not care whether that would be unnatural, nor do I care whether that would be more beautiful, I only want to be - unlike her
"What are you still saying? You fainted and are still holding the camera so tightly that even two people can't pry your hands apart." A colleague chuckled, "Don't worry, this set of photos turned out great."
You—" I originally raised my eyebrows, ready to throw a tantrum and argue, but suddenly seeing that person's cold, ice-like expression, I swallowed those words and asked, "... What are you doing here?"
Her crimson long dress had long been soaked with water, clinging tightly to her skin, outlining exceptionally alluring curves, yet she stopped in confusion, forming her lips to ask: "What did you say?"
"Mr. Shen, you have already obtained it, why do you still want to do this? Is it because you lack a sense of security?" She let out a cold laugh, "Are you afraid that the one he likes is still Yi Yi?"
I watched him prepare to leave, but in the end, I still called out to him
The sound of the waterfall was indeed too loud, and I irritably wiped the water off my face. Without considering the consequences, I waded through the water to her side, telling her one by one: "Lift your head... Yes, place this hand here, bend this leg slightly... Don't be too stiff... Your hair looks great like this... Yes! Very good! Just take a moment to compose yourself, that's it."
Do you think my girlfriend would steal for fifty thousand yuan?" He smiled slightly and added.
My colleague called me several times before I finally came to my senses and asked, "What?"
Perhaps due to the illness, the nerves that are usually as strong as steel have become very fragile, as if they could easily break with just a slight touch. I turned over, not wanting him to see my eyes, which were somewhat moist at that moment, and buried my head in the pillow
I sighed for a moment, then continued to focus on my work and casually picked up the phone
I was extremely angry and repeatedly called for the driver to stop the vehicle
"In the future, do not work so hard." He paused, "It is precisely because there is only one person in this world that one must cherish oneself even more."
Unfortunately, it seems I am not allowed to indulge myself once more. With my eyes closed, I quickly realized that I was being carried out the door by someone. The spring breeze, for some reason, had also turned quite chilly. The person holding me spoke rapidly, saying: "Mai Zhendong, you drive"
"It's nothing." I regained my composure, smiled brightly, and seeing Li Xin return with coffee, I stood up and said, "I still need to go back and pack up the equipment, so I will leave first"
Are you referring to the bottom of the waterfall? Then... isn't it similar to these few pictures?
They are engaged? I was taken aback; no wonder Shen Qinjun had no reaction to this resignation.
Wow! What a great figure!
Shen Qinjun sat still, one hand leisurely resting on the armrest of the sofa, and said slowly, "Mai Zhendong, she is not going anywhere tonight"
The clouds of cotton drifted softly, and the willow branches by the roadside had also begun to bud, tender and refreshingly vibrant. Yet, I had no heart to appreciate it, my head resting against the car window, drifting in and out of sleep. Occasionally, a sudden brake or jolt would cause my forehead to bang heavily against the glass. Perhaps even the assistant could not bear to watch, as they reached for a down jacket and placed it against one side of my face. I shifted my position and continued to sleep until we arrived, still feeling somewhat dazed.
The Yedong Waterfall is renowned as the only waterfall attraction in the country that boasts abundant water flow throughout all four seasons—precisely because the grandeur and richness remain consistent year-round, there is no distinction between peak and off-peak seasons
The business of Indian curry rice remains booming, and a few comments drift over from afar: "Truly worthy of being my goddess, slim yet substantial..."
In this world, genuine intentions are far more precious and rare than the dazzling temptations of material possessions
"Miss Bai? Bai Xi?" I faintly heard someone calling my name
Is it dangerous to take photos under the waterfall? The staff sent by the other party is an assistant of Qin Mou, who hesitated for a moment and asked, "How is safety guaranteed?"
Since Shen Qinjun has already discovered it, I know he is not trying to intimidate me... Even if I were to completely ruin my face, he would meticulously help me restore it, one cut and one stitch at a time
It is a very strange feeling, as if someone is using a saw to grind your skull, the pain is prolonged yet not sharp
Checking the equipment, communicating with the new assistant, and confirming the shooting location... Unknowingly, I worked overtime until the evening. The new assistant is a tall and slender young man who brought me rice noodles and coffee. I was eating heartily while reminding him of the important points to pay attention to during the photography session.
Clearly, there is only one person in this world who is me
Therefore, some childish tricks should be avoided. She let out a soft cold snort, "If it is yours, no one can take it away. If it is not yours..."
This is the first time I have encountered such a low-key and polite female celebrity
Bai Xi, just because you resemble her—I cannot allow you to ruin yourself
The boss looked at me, opened his mouth as if to say something, but in the end said nothing and waved his hand: "Alright, once the handover is complete, I will fulfill my promise to you."
"How? Are you going back to photography?" The boss was somewhat surprised, "Do you know that when you were initially hired..."
It is alright, I really enjoy rock climbing, and I have a safety rope
Shen Qinjun looked at me with a smile that was not quite a smile, clearly having heard what I said. My "boyfriend" stood by and calmly said to Li Xin, "Why are you getting so angry over this? Can't we just talk it out?"
The sound of our conversation in person is like light being swallowed by a black hole, suddenly needing to be raised by several octaves
I have adapted to the light and reopened my eyes: "I was too careless, I am truly sorry."
Xu Zhuo sighed and said, "Bai Xi, it would be strange if you could last long at Rongwei! You are simply not suited for finance! However, being able to earn a year-end bonus and some exposure is already a good return for you."
I pondered deeply that he had no intention of keeping it a secret: "The director, script, and actors are all in place; what is lacking is the investment"
She did not deny it; after a moment of surprise, she said: "That was the first time I experienced such a thing, and it will also be the last time—originally, I had already been sent to the hotel room, but fortunately, I encountered Shen Qinjun."
Noticing my distraction, he leaned slightly forward, and his voice gradually became gentler. "Bai Xi, listen to me, will you?"
At the moment my body completely fell into emptiness, it felt as if I were bungee jumping, that sensation of weightlessness left my mind blank in an instant—fortunately, the safety rope around my waist saved me, tightly securing my vertically descending body
I want to abandon those absurd infatuations and emotions
I lowered my head and thought for a moment, then said: "I originally thought I could adapt to a nine-to-five white-collar job"
I shook my head in denial: "No, my brother... he once advised me not to cry—this is not a dream, I must have experienced it, which is why it felt so, so real"
I heavily lay back down on the bed and sighed: "That would be for the best"
I have truly given up
The water covered the tops of my feet, chilling to the bone, and the fine, continuous droplets splashed into my eyes, making it difficult to open them. The tremendous noise resembled thunder, indeed instilling a sense of trepidation.
I can feel the marker quietly gliding across my face, with a rough yet gentle touch
"I don't feel uncomfortable at all." I carefully touched the gauze on my forehead, applying a little pressure, and there was still a dull pain, which made me feel that this was real. "It's nothing, I was just asking casually."
She slightly curved the corners of her eyes and answered the question indirectly: "Yes, if one has never entered this circle, they probably wouldn't realize how terrifying it is inside." She paused and said seriously, "It's a gathering of acquaintances; perhaps after finishing a glass of orange juice, one might find themselves collapsed in a strange room..."
I shook my head: "Has anyone else come to see me?"
Who transferred this money to me
I can almost hear the white knife piercing in, with a crunching sound, bringing out a mass of blood and flesh.
Although I am not his girlfriend, this statement sounds like something a person would say
"Come on, Bai Xi, you tell me, will you come with me or stay here?" Mai Zhendong said without hesitation, his voice clear and resolute
Some people are born to be pampered, and that is fate, something that cannot be fought for. As for me, I will just continue to live my own carefree and "rough" days, as long as I am happy.
With each press of the shutter, I am aware that the previous photo is perfect—yet my heart grows increasingly restless
"Bai Xi, you understand the rules of our industry. Whoever can bring in advertisements will be given priority consideration." Su Wen remained unperturbed, "Moreover, she has been in the news lately and has appeared in magazines, which adds to her appeal."
Upon seeing the environment, she did not say anything; however, Li Xin seemed a bit hesitant and pulled the editor-in-chief aside. I guessed they were discussing safety issues. The editor-in-chief called me over and asked me to briefly explain the shooting locations. I pointed them out one by one and reiterated that staff members were arranged around those spots, ensuring that there would be absolutely no issues.
My gaze swept around, and that thread of absurd hope and feeling was shattered into pieces as it fell back into reality
It is indeed my illusion
At this moment, what I desire is not merely perfection; I seek to be astonished
Li Xin's calm expression finally showed some cracks: "I wonder if Mr. Shen is aware of this side of you"
Was it stolen? Did you take a picture?
How could it possibly be him
Oh. I hurriedly replied and put on the raincoat, then cautiously stepped into the water.
Because of this rare environment, I am more eager than she is to capture a perfect set of hard photos
"This is exactly what it means." Li Xin glared at me fiercely
Ah? I was momentarily confused, "What does it mean?"
"Miss Bai, you are now with Mr. Shen..." Li Xin pondered for a moment before speaking
I sat by the computer, dragging my intoxicated body, searching for discounted flight tickets. Under the warm glow of the lights in the late night, my fingertips tapped the keyboard, producing a crisp sound. That scar has faded significantly, no longer bearing the ferocity of that time.
The driver returned to the car and turned off the engine, then silently got out again
Rest assured, there will be someone specifically responsible for the location of Qin Miao, and we will definitely not choose a dangerous place. Just in case, we have also taken out insurance. The executive editor replied patiently, "We are even less inclined to have an incident, right?"
I suddenly opened my eyes, and there really was someone in the hospital room
The plot unfolds just like a romance novel! ... Subsequently, it is only natural that Shen Qinjun has deep feelings for her
In a moment of inspiration, I disregarded everything and leaned down to capture her posture and expression at that instant to the greatest extent possible
She also releases such news; could it be for the purpose of promoting a movie
"You must be dreaming." His enunciation was slow and steady—had it not been for the intensity of my feelings at that moment, I would have certainly been convinced.
I unexpectedly received my first invitation to be a cinematographer in my life
Miss Li, how do you want me to feel sad? I stand at the door, deliberately making my voice sound calm and composed. As you said, even if it was me who did it, what of it? Go find my boyfriend. After all, he is Qin Miao's ex-boyfriend, so he won't just stand by and do nothing.
There was a sound of a drop behind me. I knew he was looking at a text message, pretending to be nonchalant as he gazed at the menu.
I thought about it: "the chin and the eyes"
Why create discomfort for everyone? I silently muttered to myself, patiently waiting for the atmosphere around to warm up again
I tightened my coat and instinctively reached to touch my forehead, the pain intensified, making me feel that I truly existed at this moment, though I still felt at a loss.
"It is her—" Li Xin took a breath, "Did you not look at the materials I sent you?"
It seems that someone is preventing him...! ... I drowsily thought, hurry and let him out!
Li Xin finally stopped saying anything, and Qin Mou changed her clothes and walked over to me. I smiled at her and asked, "Are you ready?"
But I do not have it
During the time spent in the car, due to a headache, I could only intermittently hear their conversation, and many of the statements were forgotten by the time I was fully awake, but these two sentences remain particularly clear in my memory
Qin Mou's voice finally interrupted my excessive imagination about this story: "Miss Bai, do you know? Actually, I feel quite lucky to have come this far. My temper is not exactly good, and at that time, I always thought that if I couldn't act, I could still go back to school, and I never compromised with production companies or advertisers. I know I was being willful, but every time I made a fuss, I never felt scared at all, because..." She paused, her bright eyes and white teeth sparkling, "I know there will always be someone who allows me to be this way, to be willful and unruly." I also know I was being willful, but every time I made a fuss, I never felt scared at all, because..." She paused, her bright eyes and white teeth sparkling, "I know there will always be someone who allows me to be this way, to be willful and unruly."
Then I shall take my leave
He almost half-embraced my waist and forcibly stuffed me into the back seat of the car by the roadside
My phone vibrated, and feeling a bit guilty, I lowered my head and quickly opened it: "Just take care of yourself."
It is Shen Qinjun
I intended to stretch the words 'boyfriend' for a long time, completely unaware that the door behind me clicked open, and someone happened to walk in.
I let out a dry laugh and said, "I will roll away from all of you, so as not to do anything childish that would hurt her and cause you financial loss"
I recalled the terrifying dream from last night. In the dream, I resolved to undergo cosmetic surgery, aiming to extricate myself from the emotional entanglement between Shen Qinjun and Qin Mou.
The scenes passed frame by frame, until finally, the pain in my temples became increasingly unbearable, and I had no choice but to open my eyes
"Tsk tsk, these few pictures are truly excellent!" The editor praised, "Each one could be on the cover. Bai Xi, you have worked hard."
Am I concussed
Shen Qinjun maintained a calm expression, offering a faint smile, "Bai Xi is also my friend"
Before the end of the workday, the boss assigned a large number of tasks again. I prioritized the important ones and hurriedly copied some onto a USB drive, planning to work overtime at home after the meeting. As a result, I still arrived late at the restaurant.
I sit alone in the back seat, truly in a difficult position, should I wait for Old Mai here or go inside the house
Is it that Shen Qinjun is afraid that I might really quit, and is hastily sending me some bonuses
"You... have gone mad!" The editor shook his head, "What will happen if you fall?"
Are you out of your mind? I am astonished, what gives you the right to control me now?
What you have done before is well known to everyone in our company. Coincidentally, I have encountered you again this time, and of course, I will not be as defenseless as before— I just want to advise you that it is better to avoid walking alone at night. Li Xin's tone gradually turned cold, "When they were in conflict, you took advantage of the situation, and perhaps Mr. Shen would still support you. But now that they are engaged, I hope you will act wisely."
Not yet
"I am afraid of losing the ring," she said, pouting slightly
Between him and me, one of us must be from a different dimension
It is as if someone has cleaved through the wind and waves, only to come to a halt here with me
Until my phone in my pocket rang
I have somewhat understood what Director An meant by "deep affection does not last long"
Hmm, that's great. I am absent-minded
Whatever you say
I lifted the corner of my eye to glance at her, wondering if she truly knew that I had once "framed" her. My gaze swept over Li Xin, who was buying coffee not far away, and suddenly I felt relieved—how could she possibly not know? After all, having gone through such a scene with Li Xin, if I were her agent, I would certainly remind her to be wary of me.
Indeed, no wonder she can marry into a wealthy family
I will send the time and location to your phone, as there are some matters I would like to discuss with you in person
Qin Mou was dressed in a simple water-gray velvet tracksuit, her figure soft and slender, and her long hair loosely tied up with a hair tie, which made her face appear even smaller than a palm's size. The corners of her lips curled gently as she casually said, "I'll come over after the shoot; didn't you say we were going to try on the outfits?"
Since you have a boyfriend now, does Miss Bai still need to take a taxi when going out? She spoke in a tone that made me feel quite uncomfortable
"That's quite unfortunate, Qin Miao returned a couple of days ago." I chuckled awkwardly a couple of times, "Thank you for coming to see me."
The person holding me surprisingly did not get angry, their arm tightened slightly as they said: "I just want to take care of her"
"Wanting to frame someone, indeed, has been thoroughly planned." I stood up abruptly, "I did not do these things, believe it or not."
Someone gently held my hand, the skin so warm, the touch so tender ... ! ... No, that's not right !
I curled the corners of my lips: `` Bone grinding? Injection? Eye corner surgery... it all works. ''
Good director Good script Good actors
I will hold it for you
The other party confirmed the clothing brand with the fashion editor, ensuring that there would be no conflict with her endorsement. They checked each item one by one, and by the end, it was nearly time to leave work. Throughout the process, she consulted me on photography issues, and her attitude was entirely normal, as if I were just an ordinary collaborator.
"Do you not acknowledge it?" She took out the conspicuous platinum bag and pulled out a file folder. First, there was a stack of photos of Qin Miao being stolen, which I had already seen at the office this morning, so I hurriedly flipped to the later pages.
There is nothing serious, once the effects of the medication wear off, he will regain consciousness
In this world, everything can heal, everything can fade, the only thing that can last forever is time itself
"Go on, go on, I am about to sleep soon," I said with a smile
I truly do not know whether to cry or to laugh
I uninterestingly put my phone away, resolutely deciding to focus on waiting for the wontons
The long hair that had been tied up was long ago washed away by the flowing water, and I casually pushed it back, murmuring: "It is good, but I always feel it lacks impact."
Indeed, Shen Qinjun also stood up, neither leaning to one side nor the other, in the aisle leading from the sofa to the door. "Did you not hear what I said clearly?"
I forced a smile and interrupted him: "Boss, I know it wasn't easy for me to get in here in the first place, and I owe it to your help. However, I have truly made up my mind about this matter."
After finishing my conversation with Mai Zhendong, I was instantly healed—many idioms surged to my mind
She truly has the face of a manager, with slender brows and eyes, always carrying a faint smile on her face, yet it feels very subtle. When she speaks, it creates an invisible pressure: "I know, thirty-five minutes"
It has become quiet outside again
I tied a rope around my waist and climbed up with great difficulty
"No, I do not want to be like her." I unconsciously raised my voice, "Doctor, I do not want a chin and eyes like that."
Why is this name ubiquitous
"The colleagues came to see you before leaving." The colleague thought for a moment and said, "There is nothing else, I have always been here."
I slightly parted my lips, and after a moment, I said dejectedly: "I still do not know."
Mr. Shen, from beginning to end, you have been trying to make me a substitute for Qin Miao. If you had broken up, I could understand. But now, you are already engaged. Why do you still want to interfere with me?" I took a deep breath, "Is it because... I told you I like you, and you think you have the right to trample on my feelings repeatedly?"
An elderly man with a vague appearance, holding a bowl of rice, bent over in front of me with a worried expression, carefully raised a spoon and asked: "Would you like to have a bite of rice?"
Before the words had left my mouth, a strong force came from my wrist, pulling me forcefully outward. I didn't even have time to hand the money to the owner before I stumbled and fell outside.
Uh, I do not want to look back at Shen Qinjun's expression, I just want to quickly buy the meal and disappear
Li Xin walked up to us, still somewhat unwilling to accept the situation. She paused and said softly, "Mr. Shen, you know Yi Yi's temperament... she is still too young and impetuous. Even if she has done wrong in the past, you have always been very forgiving towards her."
She did not take it to heart, smiled at me and said, "Miss Bai, we meet again"
Shen Qinjun casually pulled out a chair and sat down, took a wet wipe from the table, wiped his chest lightly, and then asked me: "Have you eaten?"
For me, it does not matter who takes the photos; what is important is that as long as my performance remains up to standard, I can become a contributing photographer for the magazine. This thought kept me awake all night, and when I received the call from the magazine's editor-in-chief the next morning, I jumped out of bed immediately: "I will be there right away"
My scalp felt a bit tingly, it was Li Xin. However, at this point, I could only nod at her and walk into the coffee shop together
It felt as if I had been awakened from a dream, and I stood up, "Master."
How many times have I told you not to smoke? He looked at me calmly, but I saw with my own eyes his knuckles protruding as he squeezed the pack of cigarettes, causing it to cave in.
Look, look! The scandalous photos of Qin Mou!
He sat quietly, yet there was an emotion in his gaze that I could not comprehend, perhaps disappointment, or perhaps sarcasm
I shivered, that person...! ... was gently stroking the scar on the back of my hand
The quarterly bonus has not been issued
I think he is asking me whether I will undergo surgery... I give up, I will not do it.
I glanced at Shen Qinjun from the corner of my eye, thinking to myself that I was doomed. With his personality, how could he simply let me follow Mai Zhendong back?
I left the editorial department with Bai Xi's assistant, and at the entrance of the Starbucks on the ground floor stood a familiar figure
In Rongwei, the usual attire of white-collar workers can now be completely cast aside. I rummaged through my wardrobe, found those old sweatshirts and jeans, and simply tied my hair up, stepping out with a puffy face
I resigned for the sake of a man
What are your plans moving forward
I hesitated for a moment, then calmly typed: "The man has abandoned me."
I tend to be quite agreeable when speaking to strangers, so I nodded and said, "Alright"
I stood there, gazing blankly at the scene before me. The sheer drop of several dozen zhang made the entire waterfall appear magnificent, with the thundering cascade resembling a thousand troops and horses with banners flying. In almost an instant, I had envisioned several compositions, including the massive rock beneath the waterfall and the perspective from upstream overlooking the precipice.
By evening, the report was released, and all indicators showed that my health was fine. According to the doctor's advice, I will be able to be discharged tomorrow. A colleague ordered a meal for me, and I urged her to return to the hotel early to rest and also to book the return flight.
What do you plan to do? I couldn't help but ask, "What if An Dao and Qin Miao terminate the contract?"
I vaguely understood what he wanted to say, bit my lip, and caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror, my face as pale as a wandering spirit
My first instinct was to clutch the camera against my chest, and then I collided directly with the damp, cold stone
Li Xin was probably truly angered by this remark; she raised her hand and splashed the cup of tea she was holding. Before I could react, the person behind me pulled me back, and the cup of tea landed squarely on that person's chest, splattering a few drops on my face as well
I have read the news. This is a great opportunity to comfort her and prove your unwavering support
I was somewhat confused, but I still patiently listened to her until she finished speaking
What happened? I was gulping down coffee while squeezing in.
Noticing my gaze and expression, she smiled, withdrew her hand, and turned to her agent: "I would like a caramel mocha"
I was momentarily stunned when the waiter presented me with a steaming bowl of fresh shrimp noodle soup. The white steam rose up, seemingly blurring my vision. I blinked hard, picked up the bowl, and almost fled in a panic.
Bai Xi, the editor-in-chief has asked you to go, saying that the person has been confirmed
What would you like to drink? I asked politely, but I was actually a bit worried about what would happen if she decided to throw coffee at me again
So good
Li Xin was also taken aback: "Mr. Shen, what brings you here?"
In their family, there are elders and concerns, adhering strictly to studying and working, not deviating in the slightest. Although they are conventional, their lives are filled with warm joys—unlike me, a solitary individual, seemingly free, yet fully aware of the myriad complexities and sorrows of the world, no one understands better than I do.
After listening to my description, Su Wen did not hesitate much and directly said: "Then it's settled, Night East Waterfall"
How did I end up like this
The flight time from Feihai to Yedong is two and a half hours. Due to the tight schedule of Qin Mou, he only took a two-day leave from the crew. As soon as he arrived in Yedong, his colleagues began to prepare for the work.
How is it here? The tour guide, quite proud, asked us to get off the bus, pointing to the expansive scenery ahead
Shen Qinjun smiled, and that smile left me somewhat perplexed, as if it were a sigh of relief: "Shall I have someone arrange a check-up for you when we return to Feihai?"
The car finally stopped at the resort in the waterfall scenic area. He signaled the driver to get out first, leaving just the two of us in the car. He finally spoke in a nonchalant manner: "I don't care how you view me—since I have come to know you, I believe your life should not be so chaotic and absurd, and I intend to bring order to it."
Are you suggesting that I stole the photos and sold them to a magazine? I find that utterly incomprehensible
"Has the replacement been decided?" Shen Qinjun interrupted her with a simple question
He was taken aback for a moment, sizing me up from head to toe, and instead of being angry, he smiled, "Bai Xi, do you think I want to do anything to you?"
The lunch break is the happiest time of my day. Hesitating between Indian curry fried rice and fresh shrimp wontons, this dilemma is the most blissful thing. I stand at the end of the line, listening to my colleagues still discussing today's gossip headlines, when I suddenly realize that the crowd behind me has made way for a path.
A colleague stood up excitedly and exclaimed, "Oh my, you scared me to death!"
Moreover, due to the rainy weather, I was completely soaked. Upon entering the room with ample heating, I could only sense a damp, musty odor enveloping me. I noticed that in the private room, Li Xin was holding a cigarette between her fingers, while her other hand lightly tapped on the table, suggesting that she had been waiting with some impatience.
I was so angry that I could not speak
I seem to be intoxicated by these images, forgetting that I need to awaken
"Miss Bai, it is truly a fate to collaborate with you again." Qin Mou leaned against the soft sofa, and compared to the previous few encounters, today her eyes and brows were adorned with a faint pink hue, as if she wore a natural makeup, beautiful yet gentle.
I closed my eyes and recalled the scene from the day before yesterday when I stumbled into this renowned cosmetic surgery hospital.
Sister Xin may not have a good attitude towards you, Miss Bai, please do not take it to heart. Her fingertips were gently intertwined on the table, and her voice was sincere
Fear, regret, and resentment... I do not know how to control these emotions, I can only let the tears fall without restraint, streaming down my cheeks
Oh, wait—" I called out to her casually, "How did you manage to find me such a nice single patient room?"
... ...
I was taken aback, indeed, why say sorry
He stood at the doorway, watching me with an impassive expression, as if weighing the sincerity of my words. In the end, he curled the corners of his lips into a smile, which was distant yet polite: "Thank you"
"Bai Xi, do you want to undergo plastic surgery?" That man leaned down and forcefully grabbed my jaw. Although my consciousness was starting to blur, I could still feel the immense strength.
If I were to slap this handsome face, it would surely be a consequence I couldn't handle, right? I thought impulsively like this, locking eyes with him in the darkness, neither of us willing to back down first
An invisible hand suddenly grasped my heart, and I felt an abrupt difficulty in breathing
"Doctor, am I... am I suffering from a concussion?" I hesitated to ask
I am utterly baffled: "What does it have to do with Guan Shen Qinjun?"
The photo truly captures the Qin gaze, with garments partially shed, skin as white as snow, subtly revealing the splendid spring beauty of the chest.
In retrospect, I think it was probably the word "Hey" that truly angered Shen Qinjun. He forcefully pulled, trying to bring me closer to him, and since I was already unsteady on my feet, I stumbled and crashed into the coffee table.
I finally managed to focus my gaze on my colleague's face with great difficulty, my voice hoarse: "I am sorry for causing you concern"
A hint of bitterness rose to my lips, and I fell silent for a moment: "Does she know that I am a photographer?"
"I heard that Mr. Shen dumped you because of the theft and filming incident, is that right?" Her lips curled into a confident smile, her tone gentle, yet it sounded somewhat gloating.
There was also a boy about five or six years old, holding a large piece of candy in his hand: "Here, have some, don't cry..."
I apologize for being late, I greeted.
He dragged a chair and sat down beside my bed, his fingertips interlaced, making it difficult to discern his expression as he repeated, "Why say sorry?"
I said: "Doctor, where can my face move?"
I will go with you. I am also straightforward, turning to Mai Zhendong and saying
One end of the cigarette gradually burned, emitting a bitter aroma that was irresistibly enticing. Just as I was about to approach, someone suddenly snatched the cigarette from my hand and threw it on the ground
"Frame me?" Li Xin was clearly angered by my words, slamming her hand on the table and standing up. "Qin Mou may not be very ambitious, but she wouldn't stoop to competing with you out of jealousy. She has prepared for this role for a full year and a half, and now that the news is out, Director An is quite displeased and has already decided to replace her. Would she be that foolish?"
I listened from the side, yet could only manage a bitter smile. Can this be considered a virtue?
I turned my head, yet the doubts in my heart surfaced layer by layer
His strength was immense, causing my wrist bones to ache as he gripped me tightly. Reflexively, I moved to hide behind Mai Zhendong while simultaneously trying to pry his fingers apart, "Hey, let go of me."
My resignation took all my colleagues by surprise, and they all came to persuade me to stay
He stared at me without blinking, his thin lips moved slightly as if he wanted to speak, but in the end, he fell silent, even turning his gaze away, completely ignoring what I had said.
Ah? I have troubled so many people. My voice grew weaker and weaker, starting from a sense of guilt, gradually turning into bitterness.
I said "hi," but my gaze was involuntarily drawn to the ring on her hand
I did not expect another vibration; I suppressed the urge to turn back and opened it to take a look
It no longer matters. I picked up a tissue to wipe the cake crumbs from the corner of my mouth, We have broken up
I closed my eyes
Only the two of us are left in the private room
So I lay here, quietly, waiting for someone to take a scalpel to cut open my skin, to grind away a portion of my bone, and to deepen the corners of my eyes
Yedong is a typical southern city, characterized by warm and humid weather throughout the four seasons. The waterfall attraction is located several dozen kilometers away from the city center, taking about an hour by car. The magazine has chartered a bus, which is already waiting at the hotel entrance. A few of us from the location crew need to go to the site first. Under the chief editor's repeated urging, I hurriedly set down my luggage and went downstairs
My heart sank halfway when I happened to turn to the last page, only to find a remittance certificate obtained from the bank.
Although what he said was cold, it was not incorrect
The ward suddenly fell silent, the branches outside the window grew wildly, the shadows of the trees spread across the ground, and the sunlight and shade blended together skillfully, making it difficult to discern whether it was warmth or chill
Do you want her to climb to the top of the waterfall? The editor shook his head, saying, "Her agent would not agree, it is too dangerous."
I was hit. I said vaguely, "Boss, I want that pack of cigarettes, and I also need a lighter"
I exerted all my strength to lift my eyelids, which felt as heavy as a thousand pounds, but ultimately I still failed
She almost burst out laughing: "Come on! I strongly suspect that you have no sexual orientation..."
I am not lying to you. You were admitted to the hospital the day before yesterday, and the editor-in-chief immediately sent the photos to Su Laoda for review. Once he nodded in approval, the entire team returned to Feihai.
"That's really good, this issue of the magazine will surely sell well," I said lightly, yet I felt somewhat insincere.
Li Xin's face alternated between pale and flushed, yet she was at a loss for words. Finally, she picked up a bag and said, "I understand now, I will go find her first—I am afraid she might be in despair and go another day without eating"
At the moment when the last trace of consciousness faded away, I suddenly thought how wonderful it would be if everything could start over again
"Sir, this is the operating room... you cannot enter casually..."
Those feelings of reluctance, I believe, are genuine. After all, the few months spent here have been quite pleasant for us. The boss invited me into the office and inquired, "Bai Xi, what is going on?"
"Do you believe it was me who did it?" I jumped up, almost pointing my finger at his nose to greet his entire family
Silently, I walked into the living room, casually sat down on the sofa, leaned against a cushion, and lowered my head, burdened with thoughts
"Bai Xi, Qin Mo does not allow me to come find you, but I truly cannot swallow this anger." Her expression had completely turned cold, "Do you know how much effort she put in to receive this role of An Weiran?"
Upon entering the magazine office, there was no excessive pleasantries; the assistant directly led me into the conference room
"It's nothing." I smiled as well, my chest filled with an unprecedented courage—since she felt no embarrassment, I had nothing more to say—because I had nothing to feel guilty about.
In the moment when the body relaxed, there was a loud bang.
While speaking, both the doctor and the nurse arrived. The doctor bent down, first examining my pupils, then pulling back the gauze from my forehead to take a look. With a smile, he said, "You really have slept quite a long time."
Seeing that the number was unfamiliar, I assumed it was a client and answered with a demeanor that was both serious and polite: "Hello, Bai Xi."
The tips of his fingers were slightly cool as they touched my forehead, carrying the scent of either musk or pine. His furrowed brow bore a hint of anxiety, "Are you alright?"
He stepped back a step, perhaps because he turned slightly to the side, and a beam of light fell directly into my eyes, bright enough to be almost blinding. I instinctively raised my hand to shield my eyes, but in doing so, I missed his expression at that moment, only feeling that his usually calm voice carried a hint of unease: "This year's mid-level meeting of the group will be held at the resort in Night East."
She nodded slightly, and suddenly remembered something, turning back: "Sister Xin!"
I carefully discussed the idea with Qin Miao. She did not say much, only glanced at the small rock and hesitantly said, "I have no problem, but it is very high there..."
I smiled without speaking, fortunately the editor-in-chief was patient: "Sister Xin, that's not how you put it—Miss Qin's several points have all been tested, and they are very safe. On the other hand, Bai Xi is trying to find an angle, with half of her body submerged in the water. If we are to talk about danger, Bai Xi should be the one to worry about that."
I glanced at her and thought to myself that she was indeed not someone to be underestimated
Am I still too foolish
The doctor looked on helplessly, forcing a smile: "Miss Bai..."
I turned around stiffly, and at the same time, I noticed that the surroundings quickly fell silent. This feeling was reminiscent of a noisy self-study class in high school when the teacher suddenly entered, and everyone swiftly subdued their voices and expressions, lowering their heads to hurriedly work on their exercises
Relatives ... ... What are relatives
The corner of my forehead struck that piece of glass, and it was truly excruciating pain
I exerted the last of my strength and glanced sideways in that direction, where a figure was hastily approaching me
Is this the beginning of their story
I looked down at him from a height, forcefully retracting my hand, and said in the harshest tone, "Shen Qinjun, this matter ends here. If you dare to bother me again, I will hit you every time I see you!"
I turned around and saw a face that I did not wish to see at that moment, and I could only feel the skin on my face tighten slightly
He stared at me for a while, word by word: "What is your grandfather's name? And what about your brother?"
At this moment, I have brought this upon myself
Qin Miao. Su Wen raised her head from the computer, her movements graceful and composed, her tone calm.
Before her words had faded, the nanny van that Qin Mou was accustomed to sitting in appeared not far away, followed by several other vehicles in a grand procession. I was still a bit confused: "Is she bringing so many people?"
In this world, only one person has done this!
The palm of her hand was warmed by the hot coffee, making the skin on her hand appear translucent and slightly flushed. The scar on the back of her hand seemed to become more pronounced, contrasting with the dazzling ring on her finger... Perhaps this is the difference.
Every word can hurt more than a knife
Those few individuals became increasingly excited as they spoke, and the few remarks that were passed around were truly excessive. I quietly stood on my tiptoes; they were still male colleagues from the same department. They are decent people, but perhaps they are usually homebodies, which explains their excitement.
I was awakened by waves of dull pain
Master! When I shouted these two words, I only felt a sting in my eyes, "Come quickly to save me"
"Miss Bai, I am Li Xin, the agent of Qin Mou. I wonder if you have time to meet after work."
How carefree... What about your man?
His fingertips played with the small porcelain cup, and after a moment, he countered with a question: "What is the most lacking element in filmmaking?"
I was too lazy to talk to her, so I planned to leave with my bag, but I heard her chasing after me saying: "She can't get any roles, and you shouldn't expect to have it easy either"
I am not joking. I have to explain once again, for the first time feeling that language is so inadequate, "There is nothing wrong with my mind"
I let out a cold snort, turned my head, and walked straight back to the small supermarket: "Boss, I would like another pack of the cigarettes from earlier."
I see... then it is best to return to Feihai and check again
Inside, it was filled with people, and even the editor-in-chief, Su Wen, was present. She glanced at me and casually introduced, "Everyone knows Bai Xi, right? She was an assistant before, and this time she is the photographer for this set of images. If there are any questions in the future, you can communicate directly with her."
However, it is indeed somewhat greedy
And this person appeared before me once again without any reason, even attempting to interfere in my various matters. On what grounds?
The tour guide mentioned that there was heavy rain in the eastern region a few days ago, and the volume of water in the waterfall is many times more turbulent than usual, with occasional falling debris.
He hesitated for a moment: "No, this is my first time here"
From my understanding of Shen Qinjun, he has always been a person who proceeds cautiously. In other words, even when he is fully confident in a matter, he displays only seventy percent of that confidence with humility. I have never seen him so vehemently reject something that, in fact, has no connection to him at all
Indeed, one of today's trending topics is Qin Mou's engagement, accompanied by a photo of the couple. The photo of Shen Qinjun was taken during a past business meeting or contract signing, maintaining his usual cold demeanor and deep gaze
I lay flat on the bed for a while before finally managing to get up. I almost missed my stop on the bus, and after a great deal of effort, I arrived at the office. I found Lulu and a group of people gathered around the computer, seemingly unaware of what was happening.
He looked at me with uncertainty, his long, curled eyelashes framing irises of a beautiful, warm deep amber hue, yet within them, a ripple of concern began to surface: "Have you hurt your head?"
He remained silent and did not respond
I was reminded by her, almost bouncing out of bed: "By the way, where is the photo?"
Generally, people will clearly tell me where they are dissatisfied, and we can find ways to improve it
Old Mai actually came to see me! He is here!
Ah, that day in the bathroom, it was just the two of us. I asked her to keep my camera, yet in the end, some photos were leaked... ? ... Now she can still face me with such a pleasant demeanor, is she truly innocent, or is she unfathomable?
In my dream, there is a person holding my hand, gently trying to smooth out the scars on the back of my hand
I have sent the key to you via express delivery, whether you stay or not is up to you. I forgot to say yesterday, happy birthday
At the end of consciousness, there is a little boy who always looks at me with cautious eyes, his long eyelashes fluttering like butterfly wings, and his small face is filled with concern
Li Xin wore an expression of anticipation
"No, the engagement ring cannot be taken off," she insisted softly. "How about you find me a chain so I can wear it around my neck?"
But what kind of photos can be truly shocking
"You should go persuade her; it's not a big deal." Shen Qinjun said casually, glancing at me again, "Also, why bring Bai Xi out for matters in your circle?"
Such unintentional thoughtfulness and care seem to come naturally, causing me to momentarily lose my focus. I quickly avert my gaze and say, "It's nothing."
When I returned home alone after having finished the barbecue and singing with my colleagues, that feeling became increasingly intense
Li Xin was still somewhat displeased: "It's not like you went to shoot it."
He leaned down, furrowing his brow as he observed my expression, obscuring the desolation spread across the ground beneath the window, his features soft and blurred. I maintained my position lying on my side, not moving, locking eyes with him, and murmured, "How did you end up here?"
Shen Qinjun snatched the entire pack of cigarettes from my hand, and with that expression, it seemed he was about to pull my ear in the next moment. He pressed his thin lips together and asked, "What are you doing?"
I have a grandfather and an older brother. The feeling in my heart became increasingly real, and tears were still brimming in the corners of my eyes, yet I smiled and said, "Really! I am not an orphan!"
The driver drove quietly, the heating was evenly distributed, the sound was rhythmic and constant. I clenched my fists, the pain of my nails digging into my flesh came through sharply and distinctly—I had to do this to ensure that I could speak clearly.
"Isn't Roewe holding a board meeting these days? How do you still have time to come here?" Mai Zhendong said with a sarcastic smile, "Whether they know or not, everyone thinks you came here for Qin Mou. I want to know what you are doing here watching Bai Xi."
My brain experiences a momentary lapse: "Eh?"
The cigarettes I just bought ... I miss that bitter and invigorating taste, it's driving me almost insane
The rocks beneath my feet could barely accommodate two or three people standing, and because they were several meters high, looking down into the water with the wind blowing felt quite chilling. I raised my camera to capture the figure of Qin Miao while holding the walkie-talkie, communicating with the staff to relay information, which proved to be exceedingly difficult.
No, there is a better angle than that one. I rubbed my nose, suppressing the urge to sneeze, "There."
I will go buy it. Li Xin gave up her position to her and gave me a meaningful glance
"Qin Miao is the most frequently designated template; in fact, her jawline and eyes conform to the golden ratio." The doctor adjusted his glasses, "Miss Bai, your jawline and eyes are almost identical to hers, quite perfect indeed"
In that moment, my mind was blank, and for a time, I could not think of any rebuttal or sarcastic remark. I kept thinking over and over, so this is the person I have a crush on, and this is how he views me. I almost wanted to throw my head back and laugh. But he frowned at me and finally said: "Such childish tactics should not be used anymore. Right now, Li Xin does not dare to touch you because of me, but once I am gone, she will have no reservations."
"Did you not just ask me to come at this time?" He sarcastically curled the corner of his lips, "Otherwise, you would miss this wonderful show"
I walked back through the water, unsure if it was due to the waterproof camera hanging from me, but I felt increasingly weighed down. I simply took off the raincoat I was wearing and tossed it onto the shore, then bent down to find a suitable angle.
I coughed once, but she did not immediately raise her head. Slowly, she pinched her cigarette before looking at me: "Miss Bai."
I walked into a small supermarket, and my gaze began to search for cigarettes. The shopkeeper's wife was quite talkative; as soon as she saw me, she asked, "Young lady, what happened to your forehead?"
The local guide took us to the waterfall located at the back of the scenic spot. It is said that due to the steep terrain of the canyon and the ongoing construction of the cable car, the area is rarely visited. The mountain road is extremely difficult to navigate. I opened the car window and gazed at the undulating emerald bamboo in the canyon, shrouded in mist, with faint sounds of cascading water from the waterfall echoing in the distance. My conviction that I had chosen the right place grew even stronger.
"Since the contract has not been terminated yet, why are you so worried?" After a moment of consideration, his tone suddenly became gentle, "What about her?"
My breathing has become rapid
Forget it, forget it. Just put it on my card; at worst, I won't touch it, and I will return it intact later. With this thought in mind, I went to the restaurant to have a meal with Lulu and the others
Qin Mou changed into a water-blue off-shoulder long dress, standing amidst the white mist, distinctly different from the bright red she wore earlier, exuding an indescribable clarity and purity, as if she were a fairy that had inadvertently fallen into this place, the hem of her dress fluttering, light and ethereal beyond words
Sometimes, when I am alone at home fiddling with the camera and lenses, on a night without air conditioning, the unique cold metallic feel of the equipment keeps me alert. I do not regret that I have never been able to have this man; I just feel a bit reluctant to let go. From then on, I doubt I will ever meet such a kind grandfather again
It turns out that a topic selection meeting is being held
"You know that what I value the most is your face, right?" He suddenly leaned in closer, his nose almost touching mine, his tone casual, "Do you want to ruin it?"
Why does that voice sound so familiar? I suddenly thought of an impossible person, yet I found it extremely hard to believe. While denying this answer, I also failed to notice what that person said.
He suddenly raised his head
"Miss Bai, are you alright?" Qin Mou, noticing my prolonged silence, tentatively called out.
The doctor looked at me as if I were a madwoman and said tactfully, "Young lady, do you know that many people come to me specifically requesting to have the chin or eyes of a certain celebrity"
She used to ... ...
With a loud bang, my head struck heavily, and I realized I could not control the thoughts of the people and events that came to mind in that final moment... So many images, so many faces flashed by, some familiar and some unfamiliar, there were vast clouds of blood mist, brilliant fireworks, and heart-wrenching cries...
Before her words had faded, a girl with an air of coldness walked up to me.
I : ... ...
Do those ... exist in my mind ...? What are those ... ... again?
In the eyes of my colleagues, I am someone who works diligently without complaints and can joke freely without getting angry; however, in the eyes of Xu Zhuo and others, I am just a person who is 'floating'—to quote them: 'I have never known what Bai Xi is thinking.' Once, a senior who works as a headhunter got drunk and even recited from the "Shishuo Xinyu," praising me: 'Bai Xi is somewhat like an ancient person... sailing a small boat at night, turning back without reaching the door. When asked why, Wang said: "I originally set out in high spirits, and returned when my spirits were exhausted."'
Li Xin was taken aback for a moment and instinctively glanced at her watch: "Yi Yi, is it already finished?"
I forced a smile, "She is not on the shortlist."
I no longer beat around the bush: "Although it is a women's magazine, the theme of the first issue is 'Vigorous Progress.' Therefore, I lean towards the waterfall in the winter night." The more I spoke, the more excited I became, and even those compositions became increasingly clear, "The deadlock of gazing at the abyss, the vigorous progress of breaking through the encirclement..."
With a series of cracking sounds, the staff below have already helped her up. I pray that I have captured what I wanted. Suddenly, I hear a commotion below, with someone faintly shouting "Bai Xi" and "Be careful".
I also want to live a peaceful and orderly life like an ordinary person
I clearly saw Shen Qinjun's brow furrow for a moment, then he calmly relaxed it and stepped aside, saying, "No need to see you off."
So, as long as Qin Mou invests in it, that is all that matters, right? I completed his sentence for him
"No need, just line up here." He appeared calm and composed, as if nothing had happened the night before
He reached out and rubbed his brow, "Oh, I just flipped through it casually"
"Bai Xi, do you believe it? No matter how much you ruin this face, I have the ability to restore it to its original state." He said in a voice only I could hear, "Want to suffer more? You can try."
I do not know either. Speaking of this, my colleague also looked puzzled, "Originally, it was a four-person ward on the first night, but it was changed later. However, having a single room is the best; you should rest well."
The night has silently spread out, and even though I am wearing a coat in a southern city, I still feel a faint chill. The area downstairs from the hospital is indeed bustling, with a series of fruit stalls set up, baskets of fruit, daily necessities, and tobacco stalls rising and falling in succession, creating a sense of the mundane world’s lively atmosphere that sweeps over me. Although it is chaotic, it evokes a feeling of happiness.
If I remember correctly, I saw her a few days ago, and she had not yet shown me this ring—could it be an engagement ring
I clearly saw her expression flinch slightly, her long eyelashes quivering, as if she had recalled something terrifying
The editor-in-chief has not made a decision yet. The executive editor shrugged and said, "Let's wait a bit longer; a decision will definitely be made tonight. The costume team will finalize the outfits tomorrow, and the day after we will fly to Night East."
"It's nothing! I've been as light as a swallow since I was young." I laughed heartily and patted the staff member responsible for outdoor safety beside me, "They will tie me with a safety rope."
I smiled and said, "But I want to change my perspective." I directed my gaze towards the stone wall beside the East Night Waterfall, pointing at the protruding rock, "If we shoot from above downwards, the effect will surely be outstanding!"
These are disadvantages for filming, but I sincerely hope that Qin Mou can overcome them
In taking hard photos, I must admit that Qin Miao truly possesses a certain aura. Initially, she appeared somewhat awkward and stiff, but after I helped her adjust a few times, she quickly found a balance between herself and the environment, embodying both strength and charm. Some of the poses I captured were so beautiful that they left me speechless
I involuntarily took a step back to avoid it, shifting my center of gravity, and my whole body fell outward.
Su Wen had been quietly listening, and suddenly asked me: "Bai Xi, where do you think is suitable?"
Bai Xi, are you awake
He did not make any effort to stay, did not reach out, and naturally disappeared from my life
... ...
The main diamond, larger than a fingernail, sparkles brilliantly under the light's refraction, surrounded by a string of small diamonds resembling a bead chain, dazzling like stars
Shen Qinjun finally stood up, his complexion gradually worsening, the corners of his lips pressed tightly together, making his features appear even more rigid. He took a step forward, grasped my wrist, and although his speech remained slow, it was unyielding, "I said, you will stay here tonight." He paused, "Mai Zhendong, let's talk."
The surrounding mist
"Mr. Shen, why don't you go first?" I forced a smile.
He paused for a moment, stood up, seemingly unwilling to continue arguing with me. His tone became dismissive, as if soothing a child: "Alright, you have an older brother, and you also have a grandfather. I have a meeting in the evening, so you should rest. I will take my leave now"
He pressed the call button to summon the waiter, ordered a few dishes simply, and then sat there without speaking
He furrowed his brows, and one could see the anger about to surge forth in his eyes. He slightly steadied his tone, "Mai Zhendong?"
I have some nostalgia; when I close my eyes, the images still surge forth in layers...
He turned away from my face, not saying another word, and left.
Would Shen Qinjun not vent his anger on me? I anxiously thought, took out my phone, and wrote a text message
Best Newcomer at the Golden Horse Awards, the leading actress of a popular drama, although she has yet to have a representative work, she has become a goddess of home and away, widely recognized across the two sides of the Taiwan Strait and beyond... It is indeed difficult to choose
I have stayed at home all day without going out
The lead surgeon's fingertips gently paused on my cheek, and in a low voice, he asked, "Miss, before the anesthesia, I will ask you one last time—are you really sure you want to go through with this?"
I was taken aback upon hearing this, but I quickly came to my senses. Indeed, people in the entertainment industry are quite like those in a palace intrigue, always calculating their every move.
Above is a string of numerical models, and just a glance made my scalp tingle—perhaps others do not know what these numbers represent, but I have no reason to be unclear about it
First, let's travel
"Bai Xi, didn't you see yesterday's entertainment headlines?" The fashion editor eagerly told me, "Qin Mou is engaged! Her fiancé is Shen Qinjun!"
There is always a way out for those in despair; after the darkness of the willows, there comes the brightness of flowers in spring; the old man at the border lost his horse; when God closes a door for you, He surely opens a window...
I am engrossed in drinking coffee
Shen Qinjun, have you come to see me? I mean, before when I was still unconscious
As I contemplatively watched my colleague's figure depart, I recalled the sudden appearance of Shen Qinjun, which inevitably led me to sense a hint of conspiracy theory—especially considering his earlier behavior, which truly took me by surprise
His voice carried a hint of urgency as he forcefully turned me back to face him: "Bai Xi, are you alright?"
The doctor examined me carefully and said with a smile, "Miss Bai, how would you like to adjust it?"
Mai Zhendong scoffed, seemingly too lazy to pay him any mind, walked over to my side, and grabbed my hand, saying, "Let's go back"
Each photograph records various parameters of the camera at the time of shooting, and each photographer has different shooting techniques and environments, resulting in different settings for various parameters. I am very familiar with those numbers and visual representations, as they are the values I set for my camera after a long period of adjustment.
He continues, "You will sleep here tonight, and I will have someone watch over you. Do not think about touching a cigarette again"